No, she doesn't read this blog, or at least not that I know of.
Anyhow, because of this love/hate thing I have going on i have such mixed emotions right now.
I will miss her terribly and am sad that she is gone. Not only out of my house, but out of the state.
I am happy to have distance between my life here and her abrassive intensity though. NONE of my other friends enjoy her presence, including my GF. It is alot of work being friends with her. ALOT.
She was the first person who was really able to help feel comfortable with my gay self. Even my first girlfriend couldn't do that. Here's to the next phase of our friendship!
She was also my riding instructor. She is one of the best instructors i have ever had. It was difficult, but for the most part we kept our friendship separate from our instructor/student relationship. She will no longer be instructor as she is not in the area anymore. It will be VERY hard to find someone i can trust as much I as trust her.
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I understand your feelings exactly. I had a roommate that I partied with for years. Upon leaving, he actually took things that were mine and cancelled a rent check from 2,000 miles away leaving me stuck. That was hard. Fast forward 17 years later and I reached out to him on F.B. I didn't bring up the bad parts because I missed him as a friend even though he wasn't the best roommate. I'm glad that we are friends again.
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Your Friend, m.
Thanks mark. I do feel like our friendship will be better with us not living together, though I wish she hadn't gone sooo far away!
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